This blog has been dead since forever and I've decided to revive it(even though no one reads it hahahaha)! WOOOO. Been really stressed recently with exams round the corner and stuff. Sometimes I wonder, what's the point of studying? So what if I get good results, will it help me in the future? Oh wait, what's my future? Yeah, got shoot at today regarding my future. Good question. I never really had a goal or dream in life. Always unsure about my future. The thought of this scares me, I know it's important to have a goal ahead of you so that you can work towards it. But not when you don't have the pillar of strength or determination to do so.
Sometimes I hate how indecisive I am. It's not that I don't want to make decisions but rather fear of how my decision would affect everything. In the past, I've always made decisions that made me regret later. Yes, it taught me a lesson but also build up my indecisiveness. Maybe it's just me finding excuses for myself but then again, I just can't help it at times.
Sy, you need to be more decisive. Sometimes, it's okay to put yourself before others. Okay this brings me to my next point. My emotional control. It has been quite bad recently. Insecurities piling up, self esteem going down. No no no, it's a bad sign. Where did the cheerful and confident Sy went? I NEED HER BACK. But sometimes it's really hard when my brain starts its over-thinking routine. "Am I good enough?" "I'm so not a good friend" "Maybe she's better than me" "Maybe he's starting to hate me" URGHHHH. Damn. All the scars that has brought my esteem down... ):
YES finally cleared this out(: Time to let all these negative thoughts away. STAHP shingz stahp. Postive, confidence, cheerful. P.C.C is all you need! ( PCC hahahahah wts) meh.
2MOLO WILL BE BETTAH!!!!!!@@##$$$@

Heyoo, prelim is in a week's time! Time flies fast, really really fast. 1 month ago you were still beside me, smiling. It was our last meal together. That's also the last time I will ever get see you smile. Thank you for taking care of me for the past 16 years, I will never forget your unconditioned love. <3
There's only arnd 3 more months till O's. Time is running out and I'm barely prepared for prelims.. At this rate, I'm gonna fail my prelims.. Gotta work hard!

RIP my dearest godma, I love you. Up till now, I still can't accept the fact that she's gone, forever. This is the 2nd/3rd time in my entire life that i've cried so hard. The first time was abt 8 years ago.. It hurts, it hurts losing someone you love. It hurts seeing someone you love walk away from your life. Life's a bitch. I have to stay strong, I need to. Godma, you'll remain in our hearts forever. I miss you):
I have no idea why i'm back to blogging, just had the urge to blog. I'm sorry for hurting you back then, I was selfish. I just wanted to leave before I'm the one getting hurt. Well, no point crying over split milk. Thanks for the memories, i love you.

Im bored!
Its so hazy nowadays):
POLLUTE MY LUNGS ONLY-.-
Halloween's around the corner! (:
YAY treats(: Ok im mad.

Me with charmaine and nathaneal(:
ME and hj.
Hj and me.
Hj, xue ting, me
Pei Jun, Pei shen



I wouldnt forget those memorable days(: And not to forget my darling Zachary(: <3
I love you(: So cuteeee. Hope i can visit them again this holiday(:

Ok, my blog's dead!
Since i've got time i shall post(:
ITs been really long since i last blog.
Well, life's been really weird recently.
But it's allright overall.(:

I shouldn't have made that wrong choice.
I should have given you a choice.

Why is everyone the same?
Why do you people all have the same mind-set?
Why do you people only have a aim.
Why cant it be that simple?

Please, i dont want it complicated.

(L)!
Watched Ju-On(Black and white ghost) With qy today(:
Met sijia and qy at bugis first.
Got bored after that so we went to iluma.
Then to vivo!!! We rushed all the way there then si jia went home):
After that, we ran to theater cause scared full house.
And guess what, it's full house-.-
HAHA! Omg damn funny i swear. The guy had no choice but
to give us the reserved seats(:(Y)
Qy: Plsplsplspls we stand also can):
(the person beside this guy): LOL, what? stand..HAHAHAHAHA)
Me: ): pls? If not, is there another place?
Guy: Wait let me check.
After 2 minutes.
*guy walk away*
Guy: Ohh haha *smiles* ok $2o please.
We: Huh?!?! OHH! THANK YOU(:!

HAHA omg damn lucky can?! We got the seats!! And it was full house!(:
After that went for the movie.
OMG its scary+funny+weird.
I hate the part when the ghost make the weird sound. Argh.
I wanna watch again!!!!!


After that, met mom and got my earphones(:
I love today!

Tammie, sonia, Me.

Had house practice today.
Sadly we dint do anything.
Only did some quiz..-.- Cause
of lightning alert. Haiz.


No matter how hard i try, i just couldn't make myself to do it.
Forgive me): I'm sorry..

Whoots! Got my free cone today(:
Went to vivo ben and jerry's with
Sonia, Si Jia, Li Si, Danii, Jolin, Ching Yi, Sheryl, Charmaine.
The queue(sp?!?!) was quite ok.
When we went inside, that fucking lady said we were not in the queue
and asked us to stand aside so that she could
check-.- Like WTF CAN. WE QUEUED FOR LIKE SO LONG AND
HERE YOU ARE TELLING US THIS. What crap.
Got macadamia nuts ice cream and strawberry cheesecake(L)!
(: After that sonia, danii and charmaine went home.
Sheryl and ching yi joined us.
Went up to skypark and eat our ice cream.
Suddenly two random guys came and talk to us-.-
And he was like: ' hi sorry for interrupting, my friends ask us to talk to you guys for 5 minutes so that we can get our $5'
Lol, wtf la.
Ching was like:' haha ok give us $2.50(:'
Me: ' Why you guys so random sia-.-'
Guys: ' haiyo cannot luh, we need to spilt 2.5, 2.5 each leh.'
Then we all started talking abt ben and jerry free cone day and he asked us for our numbers?
Like what... we dont even know you-.- Lol. I swear, they are damn random.

OMG!! I love sentosa's skyride and luge!!!!!!!!! ARGHHH.
Went to celebrate tammie's birthday today at sentosa.
It was da boomssssss.
We went to pizza hut to eat for lunch.
Guess what, it cost us 96 bucks++!!
HAHA, awesome.
Then we took monorail to sentosa and played in the sea(:
The best part was, we played in the rain!!!
After that we changed and went to took the skyride and luge.
On our way on the skyrides, there were many
helmets everywhere...-.- And we were damn high!!!
We said hi to everyone we see below, around,infront, behind us.
I wanna go with Kirthana, Sonia, Danii, Abigail, Si Jia and Abigail again!

Random Pictures!



OHhh, i caught this random cockroach. Gross.
Qian Ying and I.

UNIVERSAL STUDIO.