Life is too short to hold grudges and harbor bitterness. Cherish the people who have been with you and are always with you. Friends are always friends no matter what, every friendship bounds to go through its good and bad processes. But we can always make a difference by taking the first step,bridging the gap to care for them. But if something is an obstacle that obstructs the move, just calm down and reflect and think of a positive side. There is nothing more dreadful then the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintergrates(sp?) friendships and break up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts, it is a sword that kills...

Cool, there is a small rainbow reflection on my hair, lols.

Yesterday went to vivo with mom and aunt.
Ate at thai express for dinner.
The banana fritter and coconut ice cream there is super nice(:
Especially the coconut ice-cream. Bagus(:
After that, went to shop for clothes...
In the end i only brought one clothes... how pathetic-.-
Went home at around 9+...




By doing all these, it dont really have any effect by it only reveals your true colour..
Idc, go do what you want.
Even if you die, it's not my problem anymore..-.-

All i can think is what really, REALLY, defines me.
your true self is something you cant deal with.
So, you put up a front, walk around like you dont feel'a shit.
And that's fake and i dont like it, i depise it.
So be real with yourself as i write this
And then it might just sink right into your mind..

I dont like the fact that you keep me hidden.
On top of that your an act just to fit in.
This aint really what i wanted for you, not my vision,
your friends make you what you are,
really think i'm kidding?


This is like part of the RnB songs, i think is a mixture
of many raps.

Whoots!
Dint blog for the past few days. No mood. -.-

Tuesday
Went to tiong with hui juan to meet kenneth and sean. Damn funny i swear. They were like doing some weird crap in lgs-.- HAHA, oh well. Then mervyn came, with 3 other friends.. Like oh well, if you asume that i'm like that so be it. Lolszszszs. Went to behind tiong area to talk with kenneth and hui juan. Oh, i saw this damn cute kitty!!!! But it was totally like oblivious to the surrounding...-.- HAHA! After that we went back and sis came over and played hotel 626. I hate that crazy old lady in the damn toilet-.- FREAKKY CAN? She is like bloody all over with a retarded face-.- HAAH!

Wednesday
RECESS WAS SUPER FUNNY!!! We were like throwing milo balls and trying to get it into our mouth. So everyone tried. I tell you, sonia is a failure. HAHA! I bet if you look at her throwing it, you'll laugh non-stop..-.- HAHA! Then i tried to aim it into bea's mouth...
1st attempt: Hit right in the middle of her specs with a loud 'piak' sound. AHAHAAHAHAHAHAH
2nd attempt: The milo ball flew over her head and hit a senoir... LOLS.
3rd attempt: THE FREAKING BALL GOT STUCK AT HER NOSTRIL!!!! DAMN FUNNY CAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. We all laughed like there's no tmr damnnnn effing hilarioussss!!!!!!HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH......
LOL, after sch had gym. It was like a flying hoop day... We were practising with hoops. Quite fun lar.

Today
Watched Tooth Fairy with bea and ariel at vivo. The show is nice, funny though. HAHA. I wish i have those equip that the tooth fairies have. (: Awesome.

Truly Madly Deeply- Savage Garden

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you mroe with every breathe
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful
Cause i'm counting on

A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down over me

And when the stars are shinning brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven than make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of

The highest power
In lonely hours
the tears devour you

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down over me

Oh can you see it baby?
Dont have to close your eyes
Cause its standing right before you
All that you need will surely come
...
...
...

This song is nice i swear, ohhh i found some meaningful quotes LOL

It's true that we dont know what we've got until its gone, but its also true that we dont know what we've been missing until it arrives.

You never truly love someone until the mere thought of hurting them is enough to break your heart...

Nobody is worth your tears and the ones who are wont make you cry...

me, sonia.

AWWWWWW Cute hamham><

Besketball today was awesome!
Met merv at his house area at 3+ for basketball^^.
Cool! Although i am damnnnn noob at it.... but ya who cares! Can play can liaos AHHA!
We played for awhile and then a group of philipines ppl came. THEY ARE DAMN PRO! Not kidding. They can shoot from like what every single angle???!!!!! My eyes was like, woahhh! Zai! HAHA! But ya they were friendly too. After a while, got bored, so went to the playground area.
Blablabla, and saw this little boy. He was speaking fluent HOKKIEN OK! DONT PLAYPLAY! He's like what, only 5 years old? AND HE CAN FREAKING LIFT ME UP! OHMYASS!-faints- Strong boy(: After awhile, he went back i guess but no, he came back with a toygun-.- LOL! DAMN CUTE!
He was like reloading his gun and 'shooting' us. HAHA, he shot merv, on his neck, back, leg, arm blablabla. And in the end, the boyboy hit his knee, bleeding...... Haiz.... so i took out tissue help him to one side, blablabla. I CANNOT STAND IT, HE VERY CUTE! LOL...... ok back to the topic...-.- After that, merv recieve a call from his mom i suppose, saying that she saw us 'together' downstairs, haha die-.- Nvm......
After that, the kids took merv's ball and went mad around the whole area..... They were fighting over that ball... Like THIS IS MINEE! AHH MA KORKOR PA WAH! ( ah ma, bro hit me). Damn cute^^.
In the end bo bian, they really thoguht that the ball was theirs...... So, when it's the right time, i went to take the ball away... AHHA! They dint notice leh!
Played basketball again, skipskipskip. Went to cc there to grab a drink and then went home at around 7. (:
Eating ice kachang nowwwww!!!!!

Had attire check today.. heng never tio anything. HAAH!
After that had pe!!! I LOVE PE! Rand like two rounds around a 400metre track.^^
After that took height and weight. And i think mr chu(sp) took my height wrongly or what, i 160cm siol..... Hmmmm can be meh? ........I think he got problem AHAH!.-.- And when sonia is like what 161 and i'm 160.....-.- Retarded....
After that took weight. I lost 0.5 kg..-.- And idk why no matter how much i eat i still like that. Haish....nvm.... I need to gain some weight till like 40 then stop? Idk.....
Ohhh got free periods today^^ Went to library with teryn, lilea and linh(sp?) I TELL YOU THAT LIBRARIAN SUCKKKKS! No offence la but then.... wa piang kp so much..... We sit at the table she say:'' this table cannot sit, shaky. Put back the chairs, No drinks ,eh put them back to the same place you took them from,-.-' Freakkk siolllll. Haiz.. byg...-.-

After sch, went to library again, enjoy air con la, haha! With bea,sonia and mel. Talk alot crap, laughed like shittttttt!!!! DAMN SPAZZZZZ.
After that bea and son went for Eldds, so mel and i left. She took train back home and i went to tiong to meet merv..
Walked around tiong and got bored.. so we went to vivo^^. We went to the book shop first.... and saw some retarded books-.- Haish...... After that, we went to skypark cannot find any proper shelter-.- Tsk, so went down to the sea area there. Wanted to sit down on the seats but no, hot like one shit..... but in the end found seats, not too hot, sheltered somemore but there were ants.... OH YA! I blind or blind.... walkwalkwalk, 'piak' Snail's shell kenna broken by my disgusting leg-.- SORRYYY! I blind sia...... haiz....-.- After that, one auntie walk past, and there goes the snail. Flatten and squash...... The intesetines were like all over! OMG GROOOSSSSS!
After that, off to skypark. Sat there, talktalk and a random guy came to ask.
He said:" Hi im from ___ association....... Would you like to make a kind donation? Oh, can you speak chinese?"
Me: Oh yupyup.
Guy: Hi 你好, 您能不能............. blablablabla....'
Me: orh, *fish out money*
Merv: *open wallet take out money*
Guy: Thank you for your kind donation, bye^^.....

We were like... lol?! okay.... haha. But ya no harm la, abit money nia...
After that, we went to macs to grab a bite. Went home at around 7.
Took same bus, 855. AND I HATE 855!!!!! Driver all damn roughhhhh. Like donno want to fly to where-.- Tsk......

Yesterday
Had a great time at sonia's house!!!!! WE CRASHHHED IT!! MMUAHAHHAHAHAH!.
Really reatrded-.- Mel farted into bea's face and bea like swing her bottle and it flewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww LMAO DAMN FUNNY! HER SHOCKING ESPRESSION WERE THE BEST I SWEAR!.......

Today
After sch, boarded bus 195 with mel,bea and sonia. Damn retarded........ Sonia's bag were open and mel told her and sonia was like:' no wonder i felt something HANGING from me' LOL!!!!!!! get it? HAHAHAH! WE LAUGHED LIKE SIAOOOO! After that we started talknig abt breast growing at our backs..-.- Laughed liket he whole bus is ours-.- And the queensway girl was laughing with us too. HAHA!
After that mel left to met her blogshop ppl. So we went to tiong to eat mos. After that merv came. I tell you, the two homies are damn retarded......-.- Haish..... Tsk.
After that, they went home and i watched sherlock holmes with merv. I tell you, the movie rocks. But i think avatar should rock more. Alvin and the chipmunks 2 are abit too.......
And why the fk is my left arm swollen?!?!?!??!?!? Retard ttm sia! -.-.........some part of the skin is like what, gone!?!??!...... -.- tsk...

Mom's colleagues.